Archive for June, 2008

I’ve been paying attention to this urge inside of me. I have noticed that I’m in a constant search for happiness. Not the happiness you may be thinking of, but the joy that you get in the moment of now. Whenever I find those moments that aren’t filled with stress, when I’m not worrying about [...]


Jealous

23Jun08

I read this quote today, “There are people who don’t mind if you fail…but it really bothers them if you succeed.”
Do you know people like this? If not, are you THAT person?
Let’s be honest. We all have that tiny voice inside of us that gets excited when we see someone goof. What is it that makes us [...]


I will fail at trying to describe the feelings I’m experiencing. But if I don’t try, I won’t feel good about myself.
Yesterday
I saw a close friend I haven’t seen in almost two years. He represents the good I experienced in one of the darkest times of my life so far. Without him and his wife, [...]


A day off

03Jun08

One of my greatest struggles is taking a real day off. I get bored. I start to work. I sin by not taking a real sabbath (Sunday is a work day for us in the ministry).
My blessing is a curse. I get paid to do what I love to do. My work, for the most [...]


New 3D Video

02Jun08

I made this in a program called After Effects. There is no video. Just still images that I’m animating and moving the 3D camera around on. Looks similar to what Dreamworks does.